2021.10.16 20:05 yukiosui Anyone know how do I fix my ps4 internet connection
2021.10.16 20:05 Storm-Warning-4497 I think I’m going to be okay!
I have a lot going on. My dad who has always been my best friend has an aggressive terminal illness. He was diagnosed at the beginning of the year and was given a few months.
I need to be on-site for my job most of the time, but I put my career on hold and moved to support him. I don’t have any internet at his house, but I was able to work with a closer office to get some on-site work a couple hours away so I can keep my health insurance. My only back ups moved and quit. My supportive manager quit. It was a hectic summer and I was always on the road, working 40 hours in 4 days then trying to make it the 8 hours round trip to get back to my dad.
He cheated on my mom the entire marriage. His relationships are insane and there are many. His current partner and my mother have told me about his insane (but legal) and sex life in far more detail than I’d like to know.
I just had another miscarriage, my second this year.
His partner tried to kill herself because of drama with these other women that I wish I did not know about. It disgusts and disappoints me but my dad has always had my back (when he was around). He had flaws but he was a parent.
My mom and sometimes dad physically and emotionally abused me. After everything came out in the divorce, my family I confided in realized I wasn’t just being “difficult.”
My partner has to move home to care for his parents (12 hours away instead of just four now) for the next month. This has all been so hard on him and we aren’t doing great. I’m not sure if we are still on the path to get married after 7 years.
My mom just had another surgery. She blames me for my dad leaving and hates that I still have a relationship with him. She has an inability to acknowledge other people’s emotions and thinks my depression was me being ungrateful for her. She has been sending me horrible messages saying I’m not doing enough for her because my limited time home is spent with my terminally ill dad.
I feel like I’m failing at work, with my relationships and my family. People have told me this. I’m letting everyone down because I’m spread too thin and tend to be disorganized.
This is just scratching the surface. I have a lot of trauma from my time at home. I know I’m not perfect at all and still feel worthless but my cousins who are psychologists have helped me realize not everything is my fault and I’m highly empathetic when my sister and parents are narcissists that tend to use me as a scapegoat.
But I realized that everything will be okay. I just refuse not to be grateful for every second and every thing that is positive, okay, mediocre or just not horrible. Nothing in life is guaranteed to go well. Everything that does is a blessing
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2021.10.16 20:05 shedoesitalltho Sleep lines suddenly appearing! What to do?
It's only on one side of my face. I sleep on my side on a silk pillow but I sleep on both sides so I don't understand what it's only on one side of my face!. I can't sleep on my back because if I do that I get sleep paralysis, and anybody who has had sleep paralysis or knows what I'm talking about completely will understand. So I started being extremely diligent about my skincare routine at night and really layering up. I have a night cream and then also an oil at the end because my skin is dry. I've been doing it for the past five days and it seems to be working a little bit better but I guess I have to give it more time? Does Botox help that area? I use a retinol cream, hyaluronic acid, CeraVe night cream, vitamin C serum, wash my face with Cetaphil cleanser, and at the end of my routine I seal my face with jojoba oil. Maybe it's because the room I sleep in is so dry,? I have an air conditioner and a really intense fan at the same time. Can't sleep without them though. Gets too hot on the third floor.
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2021.10.16 20:05 chillyachilles what am i doing wrong ?
im trying so hard to reunite achilles and patroclus. i’ve maxed out all the nectar i can give them, and i’m so close, but the game keeps ignoring it and instead telling me to reunite orpheus and eurydice. of course i want to, but i want to get The Husbands together first. am i doing something wrong ? do i need to get orpheus and eurydice together first ?? why won’t the game let me just reunite who i wanna reunite :’/
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2021.10.16 20:05 Rudhelm Stay in shape! Circle is a shape, right?
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2021.10.16 20:05 Repulsive-Shallot-24 Trump Switches to Democrat
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2021.10.16 20:05 Between3N20Karakters When on an airplane which seat has the right to use which armrest?
2021.10.16 20:05 Gabriel-YP Is this moldavite? It looks a bit greener in real life, and you can see lots of little things inside when you shine a light at it. It has been sitting at a friends house for more than 25 years.
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2021.10.16 20:05 iamcirE [Homemade] Pizza
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2021.10.16 20:05 CommunicationBrief44 Science.bio cardarine
Has anyone else used Cardarine from Science.bio? I’m on about week 4 of a 10 week cycle at 15mg a day and have not felt any increase in cardiovascular ability. I run pretty frequently (3-4 times a week). Should I up my dosage or try another source?
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2021.10.16 20:05 chill133 EDC VEGAS 2021 Playlist 🎡
2021.10.16 20:05 allytropicana in need of some boops!❤️
2021.10.16 20:05 5g3regg Changelly PRO on Twitter: As you might have guessed, it is $EQX Trading Contest! It's taking place from October 16th 00:01 UTC till October 29th at 23:59 UTC! Users will be ranked by their total EQX trade volume during the contest period, and the top ten will share the prize fund. Good luck!
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2021.10.16 20:05 DIOSSTUBBEDTOE Guess what I just got
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2021.10.16 20:05 CardiologistBrief230 H:5k caps w: any e flamer
2021.10.16 20:05 yeamonn Gotta go fast
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2021.10.16 20:05 FrozenRaine i built a mangrove tree
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2021.10.16 20:05 Boo_Randy Bernanke: Subprime Mortgage Woes Won't Seriously Hurt Economy (a year before the bursting U.S. housing bubble nearly took down the global financial system)
To anyone who believes the bullshit that comes out of Jerome Powell's pie hole: These Fed fraudsters are completely clueless, as well as being pathological liars.
Federal Reserve Chairman Ben Bernanke said Thursday that he didn't believe the growing number of mortgage defaults would seriously harm the economy, and also noted that banks share significant risks when financing private equity deals.
Facing criticism from members of Congress about lax regulation, Bernanke also promised that the Fed would do everything possible to crack down on abuses that have put millions of homeowners in jeopardy of defaulting on their mortgages.
"We at the Federal Reserve will do all that we can to prevent fraud and abusive lending and to ensure that lenders employ sound underwriting practices and make effective disclosures to consumers," Bernanke said in remarks prepared for a financial conference in Chicago.
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2021.10.16 20:05 JulenMichael [euw] mid and top looking for tier 3-4 clash team to plaay right now lets goo
2021.10.16 20:05 Heyyloserrr Midwesterners who moved to New York City in your 20s, what advice would you give today?
I’ve been considering my options. I’m (25m) thinking of moving to NYC soon. Been looking at places in Brooklyn. I know no one there and have no job waiting for me (yet).
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2021.10.16 20:05 ZoolShop Mine ETH, get paid in NANO, avoid fees. How explained!
2021.10.16 20:05 Asmr87042120 ASMR || Fast and Aggressive | Board Game Triggers!! Very Tingly! 🎲💰⚡️
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2021.10.16 20:05 distant-world Mixing up what I'm learning. How can I detangle?
I'm in the development field with a focus on transitional justice. Learning about the different institutes, their functions, and the articles of law, the treaties, the organizational bodies, and all conventions has confused me a big time. The reason is that they are so alike that it feels frustrating to not be able to tell apart them. If there was a difference I'd be able to remember but I just lump them together every time or forget .
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2021.10.16 20:05 BusyWiseGuy Recommend me an Icon or IF player that would fit this squad? It feels like I've reached the top of the gold rare cards
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2021.10.16 20:05 viraj_206 No offense !!
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